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hanorganaas: (AOS: Philinda 2)
So there is something on Tumblr called "Melinda May Apperciation Week" So I decided to write some Meta on Philinda...doesnt contain too much Spoilerers enjoy:

Lets talk about Philinda.

Their story starts years long before the Batte of New York. Long before TAHITI. Their story is clouded in mystery, all we know is that something happened in Baharain and things changed. Melinda May wasn’t the same and shut herself away. Years passed, heroes rose and agents fell. And Phil Coulson finds himself after dying, trying to make sense of it, start over and trying to find a team to call her own.

Here’s where we come in.

Phil chooses Melinda to be part of his team, something that distinguishes May from the orginal members pre Skye.

He promises her, that he wouldn’t force her to do anything she didn’t want to. Despite resistance she eventually agrees with the promise that she will only drive the bus. (Of course later she changes her mind). Even then we see Melinda putting herself in a situation that can trigger her and open old wounds because she trusts Phil. She knows he would never intentionally put her in harms way. The trust is twofold. Melinda isn’t a stranger to Phil, she’s a friend and ally. He knows this will be good for her maybe bring back her confidence which was long burried behind papers of a desk.

We learn later there was alterior motives for Melinda’s addition to the team but even then we knew there was something special between the two of them.

The story progress and Melinda decides to come back to the team. After battes with thugs, aliens and monsters we reach a pivotal moment.

Phil still troubled, by his death and revival. He discusses his feelings with Melinda. He tells feels weird, odd….like theres something there that shouldn’t and then it happens.

Melinda asks him to open his shirt. Phil questions the idea behind it, but when he looks into her eyes he finally agrees. Here we see his scar for the first time, a long deep line burried deep in his ches What’s going to happen now? He is most likely wondering. Is she going to stare? Is she going to gasp in Disgust? She does neither. Instead her hands you his chest running her fingers against it.

He NEVER flinches. He stands still and looks at her.

The gesture alone is more powerful than her words. Its the sign that hes alive. Its a sign she’s there for him. It’s a sign….he needs her and she’s his other half.

The tides begins to change and their relationship is put to the test.

It begins when Phil is kidnapped by Centepede. For the first time we see Melinda stripped and vulnerable. Her usually stoic face is twisted in horror as he’s taken away from the fiery scene. So many questions run through her mind. Is she going to lose him again? She cannot bare to think to go through the pain again.

Even when they find him she watches as he struggles now more than ever to find out about TAHITI, what they did to them……it isn’t that she doesn’t want to know….she knows too much.

It is why we learn, she is there… protect him. To tell Fury everything Phil finds out because the consequences will be dire.

Phil finds out about this when SHIELD falls to HYDRA. Even after Melinda tells them she did it to protect him, because she cared…Phil reacts horribly to her. He screams he yells, shooting down everything she has to say. Is it because he wants to shut her out because he now knows she is more to him than just an ally? Or was it because he was truly mad the one person he trusted with her secrets lied to him.

Either way. It takes a ghost from his past, Audrey Nathan, to finally make him realize he’s lying to Audrey for the same reason Melinda lied to him…

Out of love and out of protection.

Phil finally says “I am going to make things right with May.” But by the time he decides this it’s too late. Melinda leaves.

Melinda could only handle so much reminding herself why she was there. But even then she breaks.

“I was there for Coulson,” She says before journeying as far away as she can. However we learn she doesn’t just leave to save herself from pain. She’s finding answers, which she finds burried deep within six feet of dirt.

She soon returns to him with the answers. Phil is relieved to see her there, almost believing she would never come back to him and fix the broken relationship.

But here she is continuing the fufill her purpose. To protect him.

She will always returns to him. She needs him, just as he needs her.

The story of Phil Coulson and Melinda May isn’t a story out of a fairytale. There is no magic, no dragons and no princes and princesses. Their story is more real and more gritty

Its the story two people….two BROKEN people who have been through heaven and hell. It’s a story of love and heartbreak. It’s the story of the impossible. It’s the story of trust. And above all a story how two people learned to depend on each other and weather no matter what horrible storm comes their way.

In a show with aliens and monsters, there’s reality….it’s beautiful

So….let’s talk about Philinda.

hanorganaas: (Actor: Sebastian Stan)

So I am hosting this weekends [ profile] 1_million_words weekend challenge. I decided since it's my birthday on Monday to make everyone write really crack pairings. If you write and do graphics and want a challenge come on and join us!!! And if you like it well join the community and have some fun

May. 8th, 2014 10:56 pm


hanorganaas: (TA: Natasha 4)


And I was so worried. I am so excited guys you have no idea!

Not only that a SHOW ON PEGGY CARTER!!!

My body is ready guys....SO READY

Okay so can we have Philinda Next season? Thanks guys!
hanorganaas: (AOS: Skye)

A Ficathon commemorating the recent out pour of feels thanks to this fandom

I am hosting it over at my writing Journal. Feel free to make banners for it. Leave prompts Write fics and Spread the word X3333

hanorganaas: (OUAT: Long Live Regina)
So for [ profile] universe_the we had to honor five women in honor of International women's day. So I decided to honor my Five favorite women in Fandom, plus one honor in a picspam. ENJOY! (Some of them WONT be shocking at all no


I am Woman....HEAR ME ROAR )

Like What you see Check out and Reblog on Tumblr
Feb. 24th, 2014 02:48 pm


hanorganaas: (DW: Clara x Tardis)
Advertising a lovely community called [ profile] universe_the theres so much fun that goes on there!!!

Tell them I sent ya ;D
hanorganaas: (SH: Abbie 1)

Let Ichabod the hottie up there explain it! And pardon my langauge, HOW THE FUCK? WHAT THE FUCK?! FUCK!!!! THAT EPISODE OF SLEEPY HOLLOW DAMNIT!!!! That was just freaking INSANE!!! I am going to place my thoughts behind the cut! You are welcome to discuss.



Now off to watch the Brilliant Meghan Ory in Intelligence (seriously girl rocks that show X3)
hanorganaas: (Glee: Rachel 3)
So I found a's called 8Tracks Basically you sit there and you make playlists. For the past three days thats what I have been doing, going from my favorite rp couples to crack couples. Music has always been a catharsis to its fun to do this after work when I'm stressed Also IF YOU GUYS HAVE ANY REQUESTS EIGHT TRACKS IS EASY TO USE I WILL MAKE YOU SOME

Anyway I will start with my most recent one:



Unlike the others this one needs a bit more explaination, basically I used Cory Monteith as a Stargate Atlantis OC for my multifandom prior to his death, because Cory had a guest staring appearence as I basically took that Genii character with no name and a bit part as one of Kolya's men, and gave him a backstory. I didn't play him much on for bits in the beginning I guess Cory's death motivated to get more into this character. Even though The Character is Finn Hudson's antichrist (I got into Glee this year and play Finn as well), I absolutely love him ANYWAY one of my favorite rp ocs I created!! My character Ryder Strayden Kolya technically, is Athos' (Kolya's Buddy) son and Idos'(one of the fifty five men Sheppard killed cause Kolya made the mistake of hurting his Lizzie) bother was Acastus Kolya's Protigee and was a rising star soldier....until he found out that Kolya wasn't just a mentor......he had a affair with Mrs. Strayden and Ryder was the result of the affair. Ryder was absolutey furious and disgusted so he betrayed the Genii and decided to help Atlantis. This mix is about his relationship with Winnifred Teller (A OC who's PB is Lea Michele cause I think Lea/Cory were really cute together) and the eventual development of a relationship.

Others under here including John Watson x Mary, Clintasha, McDanno, Adam Noshimori/Steve McGarrett, Kolyabeth/Sparky )

And that's all I have for now....HAPPY LISTENING and remember I TAKE REQUESTS!!!
hanorganaas: (Glee: Finn 1)
In addition to [ profile] 1_million_words which is the meat of my moyitivation, I will be also doing [ profile] getyourwordsout, with the combo of the two I hope to get challenges like Big Bangs finally finished! And alot of work of progresses finish. So here is my meter.

350 / 150000

Obviously not much but I hope that will change! Go me! If you would like to cheer me on...go right ahead.
hanorganaas: (SGA: Sparky Black and White)
So for my community [ profile] universe_the I had to do a picspam on my top ten aspects of 2013. So I decided to do my favorite subject....MY TOP TEN FAVORITE SHIPS I SHIPPED THIS YEAR!. Enjoy (for the most part in no Particular order).

Ships Banner

It's Love Make it Hurt )
hanorganaas: (Glee: Finn 1)
So I don't usually promote communities but I feel this place deserves this. Last year I made a pledge to write more and get more words. I did some daily challenges but it wasn't enough. But then I stumbled upon [ profile] 1_million_words and it literally changed my life. I am a more motivated writer and instead of getting out something at least twice a year I get something fictional out at least once a month. So to show my gratitude for this new little adorable family I found this year I am going to advertise the community right here!

1 Million Acastus
REASONS WHY YOU SHOULD JOIN [ profile] 1_million_words

1) This place is not only a place for writers but for Graphics, so if you are a icon maker looking to get more icons it's the place to go.
2) The people are really nice. For all the drama I had this year.....I had NONE at this community. Everyone is sweet, kind and very supportive. No one ever fights there only supports...which even impresses the Owners.
3) The owner/founder speaking of which [ profile] kaige68 Is an absolute Darling. She is very supportive not only in writing and art making but in personal life too. I don't know how many times she came running to me to give me support. When I needed it like with the car
4) There is a prompt at least once a day, so you will be inspired to write and make art everyday.
5) You have so much fun there.

I urge you Flisters if you are a writer or a graphic artist to join this community. You will not regret it for a single minute! And guys thank you for getting me more motivated in writing. Love you all and this is me showing thanks X3.
hanorganaas: (GD: Mike BW)
Why am I the last one to find out these things?

I just found out two minutes ago George R. R. Martin the writer of Game of Thrones has a livejournal, I am slowly catching up to that show I and I am reading the books. House Stark FTW....I think I love Ned a bit too much and I know what happens to him.

God it made me wish all my favorite writers like J.K Rowling, Suzanne Collins or damn even Joss Whedon had a LJ blog. That would be flipping cool. I mean yeah some of them have Twitter and stuff. But I think it's cooler for writers to have things where it could be easier to contact. I remember years ago when MySpace was in its heyday I was reading alot of books by Ellen Hopkins.

The reason I love her books is because they are told in Verse not in regular form. Because alot of books about controversal topics like....teen prostitution and attempted suicide I had alot of questions. Not only did she answer them by personally comming onto my MySpace page and answered my questions....even started a conversation with me.

I think more writers should go onto platforms like this one. It would be so much fun and so much easier to talk to them.....-sighs- It's a dream but I doubt that would happen.

Thought I would comment I thought it would be an interesting topic to talk about.
hanorganaas: (AOS: Coulson)
I need a good post where I can flail about Fandom (which is going to be my New Years resolution try to get more fandom posts in). So here it is...I am going to talk about the Recent Episode of S.H.I.E.L.D gave us all a fucking heart attack. Now I am going to put my thoughts behind a LJ cut. I only ask if you a LJ Spoiler which I think the tag is < lj-spoiler > blahhhhh ....cause seriously i made that mistake once NEVER doing THAT again. Or like put in the subject of the entry SPOILERS AHOY DON'T case people want to comment about what about to say about Joss Whedon and read it accidently.

I am going to start off by saying which is not a spoiler whether you watch anything in the Whedonverse whether it be all of his shows or only one (Browncoat fan here) JOSS WHEDON....JOSS FUCKING WHEDON is a genius. But at the same time....he's a god like George R. R. Martin he knows how to play with our emotions whether it be, joy anger or happiness. Now onto the spoilers


Leaving the floor open to you guys! Rememember be careful of spoilers!
hanorganaas: (Actor: Jeremy Renner 2)
I bring theee some Jeremy Renner. Its a video I made via Vegas.

Seriously I am gonna have to file a paternity Suit against this man.

hanorganaas: (Actress: Jennifer Lawrence 4)
I'll probably post something more meaningful tomorrow but I need 10 entries.

I guess if there is nothing wrong its a good thing right?
hanorganaas: (ST: Kirk 1)
I am taking a break again from my 10 days of ships because I have no brain function. Atm but I am gonna post this:

I was only searching for Spock's Kahn Scream n the new trek. But when I saw this I just howled in laughter. It was like something out of a comedy movie!
hanorganaas: (OUAT: Ruby/Whale)
Minus yesterdays fail (because I was sleepy) we continue with one of my newer ships.

Aka Monster and Monster LURVE


How I came Across this ship?

I am not going to lie, I did not like Ruby for a while because everytime I saw her face I thought of this young woman I rped with a few times who was sooooooo cruel to me for no reason. It was a very superficial reason but it was one of those things you look at something and it brings you bad memories. But then I saw the scene where Ruby saved Whale in "In The Name of the Brother" not only did I start absolutely loving Ruby again but I saw the two of them click IMMEDIATELY!

Why I like this Ship?

The two of them are very alike in many ways. They are obviously both not of this world and are very troubled. And the most important they are connected by the fact they are good people who unwittingly did terrible things. I think in a way that makes them connected and able to help each other.

Favorite Moments with the Pair:

Unfortunately they are only together in one scene......and that is in "Th Name of The Brother" and that is the scene where Ruby saves him suicide and they talk

A Fic, A Video or Vidlet, I created for the Couple:


A Fic I recommend for the Couple

You Found Me by bristow. It basically shows how much Ruby is good for Whale. Very cute.
Sep. 17th, 2013 10:16 pm

Just life

hanorganaas: (AT: Finn 1)
I have no muse to do more of my 10 ships so I will just do a quick flyby update on life cause I need 10 Entries in 10 days

1)Been going through auditory processing therapy It is tiring.....but thankfully it ends tomorrow.
2) I have a job as a administrative assistant at my grandma's dessert company. Its a great job but I seriously want to eat all the fucking Cake in sight.
3) My Hunger Games Board was actually nice to me and didn't reap any of my favorites.
4) I brought myself a bike...its a nice bike good ride.

And that is life.
hanorganaas: (SPN: Dean and Cas)
Another Classic pair.

Aka Pretty Boy and Angel


How I came Across this ship?

Well I started watching Supernatural two years ago. When I got to season four when we first met Castiel I saw the Chemistry immediately and well...loved them ever since.

Why I like this Ship?

Dean and Cas do such wonders for each other. Dean shows Cas what it's like to be human when he doesn't know what it's like being a supernatural being. And theres a light that fills Deans eyes everytime he sees Cas. They are just good for each other.

Favorite Moments with the Pair:
1) "I am the one who gripped you tight and raised you from Predition"
2) Dean fixes Cas' tie in Season 5
3) Basically their whole time in Purgatory.

A Fic, A Video or Vidlet, I created for the Couple:

A Fic I recommend for the Couple

You Are Beautiful in All Things by tempusborealis This fic is goregous. The Description, the way Cas treats Dean....just awesome.
hanorganaas: (TA: Clint/Natasha 1)
Ahhh my favorite ship of recent days....and I believe half my Flist agrees with me!

Aka Our Master Assassins.


How I came Across this ship?

Alot of people on my Flist including [ profile] anuna_81, [ profile] daxcat79 and [ profile] lar_laughs were die hard Clintasha shippers. I didn't see the Avengers until September of that year but I didn't want to judge the couple until I saw them on screen. But damnit the moment Natasha started beating the crap out of those men after Coulson told her "Barton's been compromised" I am like yep there's something there. It was also cemented about how good Scarlett Johansson and Jeremy Renner worked together as a pair, like they are an amazing duo.

Why I like this Ship?

They seem to complement each other very well, after all they work together and are both assassins. Also I believe Clint teaches her that her ledger is more than Gushing Red. They are also very loyal and devoted to each other which makes their partnership stronger and much more meaningful.

Favorite Moments with the Pair:
(This is a bit harder since they are just in a movie XD)

1) "Bartons been Compromised"
2) "Is this love agent Romanoff?"
3) The fight on the Helipad
4) "I've been compromised, I've got Red in my Ledger"
5) "You and I remember Budapest a Little Differently"

A Fic, A Video or Vidlet, I created for the Couple:

A Fic I recommend for the Couple
Stop This Ride by Sproid, This fic is a beautiful introspect of the couple starting when Clint made the "different Call" untill after the battle of New York. Theres also a brief scene with Clint's arms tied...which is an amazing mental image to my fetishes XD
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